Monday, April 21, 2025

The power of not forgiving

I should have testified, forced him to listen, forced her to listen. It was a mistake I will always regret. If there were ever a moment I would have gotten some sort of recompense for all my suffering he caused, it would have been to say the truth in that courtroom. And forced his wife to hear it. 

No doubt he would have prepared her. No doubt he would have told her I was lying. But the truth of what I was saying would have come through. It would have born out. Oh how I regret it!!!! Especially considering the kind of person she is…she’s the type that would believe the lies he told her about me. 

I hope he had to sweat bullets wondering if she’d ever hear the truth that day. The lies he’d have to tell to keep her. I’m sure he told her I’m crazy. I’m quite positive. Look at how she reacted! She thought I was dangerous and crazy because of what he told her. Fucker. He’s not forgiven. I do not forgive him. There was no reason he had for doing what he did. He is an awful human being. 

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